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Terry,

We enjoyed your article very much! You express so much of my own feelings about Who We Are.

I have not posted here, I have been so busy with so many things, but I have quite a bit on my website now from my own initial integration with the Greater Reality of Self here: http://www.edgeoftimebooks.com. 

It has been wonderful to have the opportunity to “put our story out there” after all this time, beginning with the June launch of our book. For us, this “inviting myself in” happened well over three years ago. Then, lately, I was contacted by others, including another Shaumbra who integrated with her twin and soul family in the early nineties! We have enjoyed meeting each other, and we have found that when we communicate, we feel as though we are talking to our own selves, or when I read what she has written, I sometimes have to check to see if it came from her, or from me, the “energies” seem so similar. So that has been a really great surprise to find another who is a part of the Ocean of All That Is, that when we connect, it is as if we are connecting with our common Home of self as it exists beyond this physical reality. I am working on a way to open this conversation up to others who are also going through the same things so that we are not so isolated in our experiences. It has been difficult to be so “alone” in my physical environment, in spite of the fact that I am never alone within, with Us, and that is true for others as well. We are certainly opening new pathways to the soul.

Terry, I really like what you had to say about how the channeling is different. It is not like channeling, our relationship with the other aspects of the higher self/I Am, or like it was the first few months of my own integration when I was still “interpreting” their energy packets into English words. With us, since we are now living as one in our shared body/mind, they can use my mind to “speak” with me–which sometimes I wonder who thought what! Or I think, damn, I sure have a good sense of humor! Ha! But they also speak to me with our mouth, I feel their smiles on my face, they each have their own unique “contribution” to our greater being, and it is a joy to share our life together, just as we do on the other side of the veil.

It is heartwarming to see the world beginning to open up to these “extreme possibilities” of the higher realities of All That We Are.

Me & The Red

So often the everyday gets in the way of our spiritual concerns, no matter how earnestly we pursue them. For the past week, I felt adrift. All sense of spirit had left me-I felt like dead, inert mass. What I realized tonight is that we choose our own experience in the physical plane. I CHOSE to experience the energy of spirit as a deep inner rage, which dulled my sense of being alive. I had to accept my rage and loneliness. Only then could I move on.